Seeking my Great Perhaps.

*Currently reading Paper Towns by John Green. I love John Green.

* Slept 5 1/2 hours in two nights to study for Godforsaken exams

*I should really learn how to budget my money and not get carried away with PRETTY THINGS

*I miss Los Angeles

*Got tickets to Usher’s concert baby. FUCK YEAH

*Seriously considering a tattoo

*and belly-button pierce (LOL what’s gotten into me)

*I have 15 hell-induced chapters to read

*I want chocolate (Hershey’s symphony with toffee and almonds to be exact)

* I miss my friends

*Possibly undergoing an experience called THE GREATEST ADVENTURE OF MY LIFE this winter break (crosses fingers till they break)

* I am giving flu shots this friday at the hospital. I’ll be injecting people, MUAHAHAHAHA

*Wasted 2 months worth of gym membership 

*I want to watch The Town and The Social Network

*am thinking of minoring in Psych (where I’ll find the time to do that I have no fucking idea)

*I want more clothes (I never don’t)

* Will buy a book entitled 100 Cities of the World which will serve as my plotting map for places to go to before I die

* I trimmed my bangs and I think they’re uneven

*Going to Halloween Horor Nights at Universal Studios! AAAAAAH, I’m so excited

*Found out that people’s cheeks get rosy when they die because of carbon monoxide poisioning

*Someone stole my bike, M*therf*cker

*I’ve never been more busy my entire life

* Bought a bag on Ebay (Impulsive buys FTW)

*Daydreams about the 7-strand brass headpiece in Nicole Richie’s House of Harlow jewelry line

*Almost bid on said piece of jewelry on Ebay, before I kicked some sense into myself with the very comforting words, “DUDE. YOU DON’T HAVE THAT MUCH MONEY TO SPEND, ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZYYY”

*Bunji jumping, let’s gooo

* I need a break

*I shall eat breakfast

*Bye

I am in love with picnik.com! haha. That’s till I get my hands on some Photoshop. Anyone?

Yey for dinner parties! :)

Yesteday was my “I’m Riding Solo” day, and what better way to have bonding time with myself other than do one of my most favorite things in the world, which is to watch movies! 

FINALLY got to watch the VERY overdue film Inception, which I have to say is bloody brilliant. I am in awe of Cristopher Nolan’s mind and his capability to conceive such an idea for a film. The film had many layers to it (this is not just a metaphor, lols), and it was quite tricky keeping up with about 5 different perceptions of reality. But it’s fine, because I love movies that make you tug your brain a lot.

Oh and I don’t know if I say this enough, but Leonardo di Caprio is one of my favorite actors. He always delivers superbly in films, and the emotions he can evoke out of himself sends tingles down my spine. I loved him in What’s Eating Gilbert Grape (where he was only around 13), Titanic, Revolutionary Road (my God, what a heavy movie), Shutter Island (which gave me the shivers and was outrageously ingenious as well), and this last installment of his. I am yet to watch Blood Diamond, but I’ll make a point to do that for sure.

Oh yeah, we have the same birthday as well. :)

I also watched Scott Pilgrim vs the World, which was another one of those quirky, unexpected/hmmm-I’m-actually-enjoying-this, out-of-this-world movies like Kick-Ass. The graphics were awesome, to say the least, and it’s script had doses of intelligent humor. Intelligent, not because it made you analyze things, but because the punchlines were so unhyped and flat, that it just had to make you laugh. Now, that’s clever.

Now, let me talk about my teenage crush on Michael Cera. He stole my heart on the screen of Juno, and has been coming back to steal more of it ever since. There’s just something that he has going on with his nerdy, lanky appeal. Also, I love his choice in films and the types of characters he plays. From Nick in Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist, Nick and his evil alterego Francois in Youth in Revolt, to playing himself in Paper Hearts, he never ceases to fascinate me.

I’ve always wanted a before-and-after photo. Well, here it is. 

I have very thick hair, and it can get quite heavy and annoying, so I like how my hairstylist put lots of layers in it and texturized some parts. It now feels very light and free :)

Also, I love how the highlights are subtle because I didn’t have her put them on the topmost layer of my hair. They’re rooted from the inside.

Trust me, it took a long time for me to build the guts to get full-on bangs. I’ve been thinking about getting them since forever, but I was always afraid that I won’t be able to pull them off. I was second-guessing myself the whole time, up to the point where my hairstylist positioned her scissors in front of my forehead and asked, “Should we go through with the bangs?”

But you know what thought came to mind when she asked that question? It was, “Fuck this, we only live once and we should take risks. If it works out then yippie, and if it doesn’t and this haircut makes me look like a moronic idiot, then I’ll deal with it. At least I tried somehing new.”

So there’s the story of my haircut. I bet you’re staggering with fascination. hahaha. 

Finally added color to my virgin black hair. 

Last shots before I bid Cinnamon, goodbye.

I really do think Equestrians are awesome people.

And so I gaze lovingly into the eyes of my horse, Cinnamon.

The horses have such cool names, I tell you. Cinnomon, Zorro, and Chipita, for example.